New Advanture

      Halo guys, this is my first post in this 2016 and at my new age, 20. Yes, I know It's the last period of teenage time and It's starting take the new step, Adult. I am realize that I am not do and thing arbitrarily, I have to logically and rationally. I am trying to control as my age gets older even though I don't really like to do but there's no choice.

     Remember my teenage time, It was really like roller coaster, I lost my some best friends but then reconcile, have few friends at High School due to many things, especially I hate the place and surrounding ( I hate to say but as reflection) #HIGHSCHOOLLIFEISNOTASYOUPREDICTGUYS, failed for two years at university entrance test then got private university that I enter in, stressful and disappointed score at High School ( I got ranked 38th of 40th at grade 12 but my final exam aka UN was not really bad) and I fell in love with someone during high school but the ending wasn't really good, without any conversation. I don't fall in love again at the university NOW. Love is blind, isn't it?  I am still hoping I can do the conversation with him. I don't know when and what happen next HEHE. Sorry, My feeling for you is gone.  I have moved on from you, so don't worry. Wherever you are, I hope you have good life :-)
 
           So, since then I decide to not really think of my love life. There's so much tasks, projects and things that I have to do and more important. FYI, that boy who I meet for long time (we met since I am in elementary school, as I know) and mentioned in last paragraph creates me to be better everyday even the story is not good. Thank you so much :')

       But in the good side, at Junior High School, I got my best friends even there's a conflict and now we still contact and get the good score, get High school that I didn't wish. After graduate and got private university, I think my life is BAAACK because It's really better :-). At at university year, I promised to my self,


"Do what you like NOW because It's a great time to do. Show and prove it that you are DIFFERENT that YOURSELF IN THE PAST.  Wherever you are, you can GO FORWARD!"

Finally at my sophomore year, I am join two committee and a Organization. Why I join at the time? Because at the first year, I want to know my campus and get good GPA. Therefore I am decided to not join anything due to the promise to focus on GPA and go SBMPTN aka entrance test but failed again. Here's my two committee and a organization that I have to do in 2016:

1. COMFEST aka Communication Festival 2016

          For your information, It's one of three big annual event which held by my campus, Faculty Of Communication, Universitas Pancasila #finallyimentionmyuniversity #proudonebluesky It will be conduct on April. It consists of Seminar and competitions, such us Photography, Stand Up Comedy, Poster and News Anchor. It's all about communication.
       
         I got treasurer for this time. The task are to control cash flow of money, money income and expenses, counting the money every time, collect the payment and list every money is used (make sure everything is okay). Everyone said that this task is not really hard but I am scared to keep the money, scared of losing, even a rupiah. Even though I still have a friend, Venny who take the same division (Thanks a lot for help me :') ) I have to not foolish about this.

2. Jakarta MUN 2016
         It's one of biggest Model United Nations event that held by ISAFIS on July. I get Delegate Relation then move to Media Partner ( one of subdivision of Marketing Communication) with Titi  and other friend who is looked for (dicari) because Winona is resign due to the busy schedule (FIGHTING WINONAA :) ) The task is to search the media from television, radio, social media AS MUCH AS WE CAN, the we call and make appointment. The goal is to help us promote the event. The hope is to get delegates or participant as MUCH as WE CAN by those medias. It will be busy and a little bit tiring. But I can do this until the big time

3. Organization: ISAFIS ( Indonesian Student Association For International Studies)
         
          It's organization that focused on International Studies and open for all universities in Jabodetabek. It's one of my wish list in my university year. The application and Interview is not really hard but It's selected because they usually accepted 30 until 32 people from hundred people. Alhamdulillah I choose RnD ( Research and Development Division) based on my ability and I got it.
         
      My subdivision is Newsletter. Me and  2 friends, Kak Mita and Kak Radit have to make newsletter ( a magazine like (maybe) but usually for the company or selected company/individual). maybe It consists of The flash news about discussions, events, experiences, etc. It will publish every three months and we have a chance to be a contributor plus editor :-)

      The Unique things is all of RnD members have to write every month at Monthly Essay Challenge. For a member who win, It will be publish at our newsletter (There will 3 essays each newsletter). YEESH IT WILL IMPROVE MY SELF.


All I need is commitment, I hope I can face this until the big time. Wish me Luck!

PS: At my birthday, I went to Desa Wisata TMII for the orientation. I can meet all of member, and know them :-) Here's the photo :')

The members of RnD ( - Ardi, Ivan and Kak Agung)

ISAFIS 2016 - 2017 

         
           

MY FIRST MUN 2015

         I know Model United Nation since I was a high school student (around grade 11 or 12) when I read a news about UI students who get awards on Harvard MUN. I am really excited because I really like UN things for years ( I was 7 or 8 after see the conference in NY and Geneva). I have a dream to become diplomat or Indonesia Ambassador overseas.

        Unfortunately, I got rejected five times when I chose International Relation at University Entrance Tests then I am studying Communication ( majoring Media Studies and Minor in Psychology). Can I give up with diplomacy things? NO! I am very happy because Model United Nation is open for ALL FACULTY! But, why I starting to join MUN now? Because I just known after the conference finish then I am not really ready for the research ( I AM REGRET NOT JOIN JOINMUN, IMUN 2015) :( So, when I saw the twitter about GGA 2015 last month I signed up quickly because I don't want to regret and postpone it anymore.

           GGA or Grand General Assembly  is held on last weekend. The first day was seminar and practice negotiation, speech and make a draft while the last day was THE BIG DAAAY. I learned it very much about public speaking (I didn't talking too much due to I just wanted to observe, so I knew the rule), Critical thinking ( more concern to International issues), and make a new friends - become- family :')

          I chose SOCHUM for the council and represented Greece. The task is to find the solutions for problem  based on the country's perspective ( The problem was Children in Armed Conflict). Even though I didn't get award but I got benefits that I have more than in Campus. ( YESH HOHO).
Here, there are photos below:

I will join another MUN(S) next year :)

       

Merasa lebih baik

Merasa lebih baik
Setelah tidak memikirkan sesuatu
yang dulu menarik perhatianku
dari keadaan yang menyedihkan

Merasa lebih baik
ketika semua jawaban yang ku cari
sudah menemukan titik jelasnya
sehingga ku bisa memutuskan pilihan

Merasa lebih baik,
setelah mengeluarkan semua rasa
perasaan abstrud dan aneh
lalu melepaskannya.

ya, melepaskannya
mengikhlasannya
lebih baik daripada menunggu
tapi pada akhirnya sia - sia

Bukannya ku benci padamu,
tetapi ku tak suka dan tak bisa
bila menahan rasa yang tak pernah berbalas
dan belum tentu jawabannya itu mauku.

Tapi,
inilah keputusanku yang terbaik.
walaupun kamu peduli atau tidak
Semoga kita mendapatkan kebahagiaan
yang diinginkan. Amin

Murmur Journal (Second edition)

           Murmur Journal is a literary community for young Indonesian writers and illustrators. They publish independent. I know and found their journal from one of my favorite authors when he was posted of the first edition on twitter. I LIKE THE COVEER! Especially they give a letter and bookmark then every edition has their ow theme. I curious about that (because It publish from internet, social medias, etc) then I searching about the book.
          As I know, This biannual book is founded by 2 girls, Rain C and Avi . I started to look and wait when the second edition will be there. Fortunately, last march, they announced about the second book and soon I bought. However because It's preorder, I waited for almost 3 months, checked and sent emails to make sure my book would sent to my home. FINALLY 3 DAY AGO I GOT IT and now, I am reading the book. What's the book?

yes, I got the bookmark, letter ( I AM FORGET AND I WILL SEND SOON AS I UPDATE THE REVIEW) and sticker. This theme is love and other drugs. This journal is full English edition but you must to know that It's originally from Indonesia. 

np: I'll get 4 busy months. Wish me luck and I hope I can success and achieved those. 

and so do yooou :-) 

what are your dreams?

                 Recently, I just read my diary back to middle school ( about 3-5 years ago). I saw silly notes, alay things, etc. But at the moment I saw about a note about describe my dreams and remember what I achieved and what I want. So, I want to fight for again for those, feeling like I'm fall in love with the same thing for times, such us:

1. TRAVELLING DOMESTIC AND ABROAD

             I like travelling since I went to Singapore 7 years ago for the first time EVER. I can see the people with their culture, habits, do and don't, ethnics, life, etc. I usually explore those by walking, take a train, etc. However, my dream is stay in local house for know and learning more about the destination that rarely get when I stay in the hotels. I could feel what they do at the day.


2. MAJORING IN WHAT I LOVE TO LEARN FOR REST OF MY LIFE

                   I never to stop learning and studying of what I do and will I do, especially about what subject I like. If I love, I will trying to be UNDERSTAND DEEPLY, become EXPERT. whatever I would working at there or not. There are many subjects I like. But I look for 2 subjects that It's my family and I's choice then I am starting to love them (IR and it friends and the law of medicine for my undergraduate and postgraduate, AMIN YA ALLAH). This year will be a VERY GREAT YEAR and I get what achieved, AMIN! I want to make proud Mama dan Papa. I don't want to make a disappoint thing again  :)

3. WORKING AT UNITED NATION

        I used to become a doctor when I was child. Unfortunately since I am not good at Physics and my score was not really good ( I was in natural science class in high school and found that It wasn't fit me but I love biology especially about HUMAN THINGS, GENS, etc YUHOOO) I decided to look for a thing that suits me. Then, I saw unicef's campaign, I LOOOOVVE THAT! Also I love helping people, curious about things around the world, together to solve the problem, etc


4. LIVE HAPPILY!

 Exactly is everyone's dream. Life happily for me is even in your toughest of life, you can solve, fight for and still enjoy it. Love what you do and be your self without any burden :-)

Everyone can dreams and hoping that our dream is going to come true SOON. AMIN! :)

My biggest dream are make my family proud what I achieved, get major I want for years and LIFE HAPPY :))

Bismillah,

PORTOBELLO MARKET KEMANG

   Yesterday, before I watched The booming film here and also my parents and sister's favorite film, The Avangers: The Age of Ultron. we visited the stores. There are 3 parts: Food Trunks, clothes stores, and food stands. I just post the photos of the food stands because we spent more there. I ate fish chips ( I didn't take because my family ate it) The fish is creamy and soft. Then I drink matcha with the weird but funny bottle. I post the photo and make sure I didn't disturb  (WEHEHE).
           Btw, Don't forget everyone the market is being there until Sunday, April 26 at Lippo Mall Kemang 's main lobby. Have a nice day!. Here there are photos!

The situation of food court stands

Yes, with DOT BOTTLE! They provided the small glass with mashmellow

The function of glass is for cover the dot (HAHAHA)

I am not forget mention of this milk tea.

THAI MILK TEA. I SAY 

MARCH PLAN

          Sebenarnya, tidak lama setelah konser One Direction, ada niat untuk menulis cerita ini ke blog tetapi semangat untuk membuatnya baru sekarang atau sebulan setelah acara itu. Kebetulan bertepatan dengan UTS dan hari ini tidak ada jadwal ( besok sore ada).

Last month, I had 2 plans in the last week of March. First, at 21, me and family went to Hong Kong to Holiday. However, we just visited Disneyland and Avanue of The Star because the limit of time. Second, One Direction Concert in GBK. Sempet terkejut dengan kabar si zayn malik, sang heartthrob sebagian orang dunia, terutama Indonesia memutuskan untuk kembali ke UK di tengah - tengah konser ( tepatnya di HK) yang kemudian gak lama setelah konser di Indonesia selesai, diumumkan he's no longer part of 1D :(

Ini dia liburan saya di bulan Maret! 

           

Pertama yang tiket sebelah kiri, Hongkong Disneyland Ticket!  This was my second time to go there. There are different both, This is the evidence where is taken by my dad in Disneyland. Check this out:

DAY ONE: KOWLOON. 

btw, kebetulan ketika disana, Lee Min Ho ngadain fan meeting juga tapi di Lantau tempatnya :(

Hotel Penisula!

Avanue of Star. Masih sama kayak dulu. 

Btw, Hongkong sejuk kok. :)

DAY 2: DISNEYLAND

We spent the whole day there. Perbedaan dulu sama sekarang adalah, desainnya tambah lucu dan ADA DUFFY DAN SELLIEMAY! ( Setahu gue sebelumnya hanya ada di Disneyland Tokyo, moga - moga aja bisa ke sana, Amin)

At night, I bought Lotso Strawberry Sorbet Ice Cream. Gue punya prinsip kalo kesuatu tempat pasti bakal beli makanan yang cuma ada disitu. Selain itu ngeliat pertunjukan kovoi dan kembang api sebelum tutup :) 

Pulangnya, nyokap membeli kue kepompong ( maksudnya gula lapis yang tipiiis banget, biasanya berisi kacang. Kalo gak salah liat, selain di situ, di seoul juga ada, karena ngeliat video)

Yang Kanan yakni konser 1D. Pada hari itu, hujan deres turun dengan awetnya alias lama, ramai banget tapi lumayan worth it sama their performance. Sayangnya, GBK kotor, ya tau sendiri lah dan GAK ADA ZAYN :(. Gue doakan meskipun bakal tanpil berempat, semoga tetep berjalan baik. Ini foto pas Little Things

       Terakhiiir, foto polaroid, bersama my friends, Tasya dan Made. Meskipun kita sudah misah tapi komunikasi tetep jalan yaaa :)

PLUS, bonus dari pemandangan indah di jadwal pagi :) 

Semoga harimu menyenangkan semuanya! :)