Choose and Follow

"From Now, you must have a plan to your future" - Bu Amel, My Senior High School's Counselling Teacher

                      I remember when I was in Kindergarden. My teacher always asked me about that. My answer always same : To be a doctor. Almost all of my classmate in there ( Probably Girls) as same as my dream what I said. For me, Doctor is the best job in the world. They help all people from rich people to poor people and honestly, I want to be part of medicine. However, I'm so easy to panic and I'm scraed of corpses and crazy people. So, I discouraged.
              
                       Then, I confused with that What should I do with that? While my parents said, " Don't you have a dream just because you follow your friends." " Your dream is growing because you like it first then you hope". They said. I thinking it deeply and I said at that time, " I WANT TO BECOME BLABLA BLA" But It's NOT MY WAY! Just, I like it.

                          FYI: Until when I'm on 2nd term in 10 th grade of senior high school. In this step, they will planning future by 2 classes (Will be Start from class 11 until 12), Science and Social Class, at least. However, when I want to in Science class when you want to take 'Mass communication' in university ( For Example). That's a problem. Like many years before, the teacher said that If you are in science class, Universities in Indonesia accept you in all major ( but by test, absolutely) while in social class, you only take majors that has relation with 'social'. My Plan starting again.

                   
                           I said that grade 10 is time to choose the choise, starting study hard, and unbelievable things. Because of science and social class. I trying to develop my talent, so my talents has relation with my dream. Before that, I told my dream to my family and My family agree with that. FINALLY I GOT DREAM AGAAAAINNNNN!!!
    For social and science class, It's not the problem. The Important is get what I want. My mom said that If I choose, I must do it.  I hope my dreams come true and I'm not regret & happy but thinking before do.

           
         " You Choose because You Follow your heart" - Unknown